I wonder if I'll ever be happy in this relationship.

I don't know why I have this idea in my head that people have to be there for each other, I've never witnessed it first hand.

Really.
What are you talking about.
I'm here for you. Any day any time.

I'm talking about how lonely it gets sometimes, at the end of all my sentences when no one takes the time to try and understand the message I'm trying to deliver. How lonely I feel at the end of each conversation when it leads nowhere and they are no longer interested.


With who. Who are you talking to when you feel so empty.

Every night whether I am alone or not, going to sleep, I feel like I'm the only person alive on this planet. 
Sometimes you're there, but I am never sure if you will still be there tomorrow.


I don't know what is real because my whole world is in my head, but no one is in my head.